heads and tails

a souvenir from my past winter trip.. this is perfect for a coin toss!  it measured 3cm across.. lolx 

elise said this to me while i was flipping the coin a few hours ago: it never works for me. because i always end up getting heads! after a certain amount of practise, you can always get heads..

shall i tell you the real reason behind a coin toss? 

let's start with a question: what outcome were you are thinking of and wishing for in the split second when the silver was spinning in the air?
answer that question and you have your heart's decision. ultimately, a coin toss is an affirmation or a test of what you really want out of the choices at hand.

say you get heads which is not the outcome you wanted, your disappointment and reluctance to adhere to the results of your coin toss will confirm that it is the other result that you want and hoped for..

that is the true reason of my coin toss.

because, unlike Captain Jack Sparrow, we don't own a compass that points to our heart's deepest darkest desire.. ^^ of course, being me, neither is very useful.. i wound up taking a nap instead of reaching a decision *ah well~*