a realisation that took overnight..

i was a little unhappy when i got back from Sunway yesterday..

a little rewind, i needed to get somethings from Sunway.. then since Joyce also has something to get, so we went together.. had lunner [lunch+dinner] in WongKok.. wow~ it IS nice~~ perhaps a little more pricey than KimGary, but i liked it better.. an illusion of the comfortable surroundings maybe??

i had something called Honey Pork Chops with baked rice.. it is a set, comes with a soup [i picked Borsch^^] one drink and a choice of either fruit or dessert.. incidently, me and Joyce ended with the same combination of everything with the exception of the drink.. she took orange juice while i took tea.. i found out why much later.. ><

anyway, i came back just in time for the last episode of Beethoven Virus.. then, i checked my mail, FB and the works.. mannn.. i saw something that really got me thinking..

all i wanna say is, i'm sorry man, but i think you were the one who made that choice.. i think it sounds more like chasing rainbows.. think again, if it is possible, would you still feel that way? i would have thought that it is because it is the way it is that you feel like that.. for someone who is so smart it sounds a little unbelievable.. you always tried so damn super hard to be perfect, to the point of annoyance.. in the end, i found out that its just a pretty facade.. nice one, man.. really 'nice'..

soo.. [i am crazy.. swt~] this morning.. a little conversation got me thinking again.. [i'd given it up already this morning at 2] and now, i finally got it..

soo.. i am idiotic.. hahaha..


got a pair of new silver hoops.. i bought them bigger than my last one^^ love them~~

a resigned babY