i'm going to just be forward and indulge in my self-pity today.
for most people, emulation of someone is a compliment, correct? maybe not to everyone.
recently, i heard this one phrase that was sent to one of my friends:
"blocking us won't help you know? you have changed. became more and more like her"
for most people, emulation of someone is a compliment, correct? maybe not to everyone.
recently, i heard this one phrase that was sent to one of my friends:
"blocking us won't help you know? you have changed. became more and more like her"
seeing as i am the 'her' in the mentioned sentence, tell me i am over thinking it if i consider it anything other than a compliment.
and most interesting thing to me would be this: i don't ever remember having tread on these people's toes. sure, i wasn't exactly putting them up on pedestals, in fact, i usually speak my mind when they ever do ask my opinion. didn't shut the door to their faces when they wanted to chat. cared enough to ask how are they from time to time and cared enough to listen to the answer.
so what did i do wrong?? falling for the wrong person who hated me on top of being wrong for me?
somehow.. writing it out made it seem more real. and makes me a whiner..
screw it. i wanna whine sometimes. sure, there's always someone worse off. and i'm sorry for being me.
and most interesting thing to me would be this: i don't ever remember having tread on these people's toes. sure, i wasn't exactly putting them up on pedestals, in fact, i usually speak my mind when they ever do ask my opinion. didn't shut the door to their faces when they wanted to chat. cared enough to ask how are they from time to time and cared enough to listen to the answer.
so what did i do wrong?? falling for the wrong person who hated me on top of being wrong for me?
somehow.. writing it out made it seem more real. and makes me a whiner..
screw it. i wanna whine sometimes. sure, there's always someone worse off. and i'm sorry for being me.
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