2010 (soft copy)

i mentioned how i spent my last few moments of 2010.

what i didn't mention, was the contents of my card. (and true to my style, it wasn't written on the 1st Jan 10, it was written on the 14th XDDD)

*shrug* so, interested?

i was pretty surprised at the amount of dreams that one small card could hold. . what i wrote was a letter with sprinkles of a list inside.

1)gain placement to Med School

[i don't think even i knew then how bad i wanted this.]

2) finish my A-Levels, with required results.

[ditto this. because i was writing before i got my AS results, i wasn't aware of how much i wanted to give up after that.]

3) be making my own steps to continue my life

[decision making? so not my forte. goodness knows how i made the decisions that i did up to this day!]

4) if i find him, don't let him go. treat him well, and love him as crazily as i loved that one time.

5) forget my crush and all the fiasco in between. make my peace with whatever it is.

[ah well, here comes the petty parts. it was not a very pretty mess then]

6)stay in touch with my A-levels friends.

[they rock!!! they really really really do =)]

i haven't started writing for 2012 yet.. maybe i'll just pick up a pen some random day and know what to write. or maybe it is just waiting to be put into paper.

ONE MOMENT IN TIME Whitney Houston

Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown

I broke my heart
Fought every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity

I've lived to be
The very best
I want it all
No time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands

You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine. .

. . . . (etc.)

you know google? yea, use it. *lolx* i added this song in my bar =)