Monday, September 27, 2010

frustrated

Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, nor hell a fury like a woman scorned.
~William Congreve


do you understand this quote?

i don't. not the first part, even if the second does makes a little sense.

and that is what i find frustrating.
something that i don't understand, the truth behind it dancing in front of me tantalisingly.

not understanding something that i care about is frustrating. seeing as i am selfish and hardly care much about anything at all, i'd say the scope is pretty small..

not just the "i am frustrated. let's try again. . " nope. more like the "very very very frustrated and *this* close to screaming my voice dead" kind of frustrated.

i am going to sound like a whiny impossibly spoilt bitch now, but this is really how i feel like. darn tired.

considering that i am an unbelievably lucky type of person, my frustration is definitely the last on anyone's 'problems' list.

let's talk about something that i accomplish today (finally)

i finished packing, well, almost. the only thing left would be my stationary..

and as for the never ending list of things that i have yet to complete>> like for example, loading the pix that promised, and a couple of posts. . . let's just say that the procrastinator strikes again.. XDDD

p.s. i'd love to wish darling Sheryn a happy birthday.. i miss her a lot, and wish i can just talk to her sakai-ness.. *hug*

to the someone else that i really really really miss as well (i think you know who you are, i only talk to you like every other day even though you are so far away?),

i owe you an apology. for not being more understanding.
i'm truly sorry, but i guess that is not going to help you any. but if its any consolation, i probably will never say such inconsiderate things to you again. forgive me? *hugs and kisses*

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