grrrrr..

life is so not going how it should.
or maybe i don't even know HOW life really should.
i miss blogging
i miss being online so much that it is insane.
i miss being able to just do what i want to.

i hate it feeling incompetent.
cannot concentrate no bloody nothing really.
and i hate it that i feel so down about it.

anyway, enough about my so cheerful mood right now. i realised that my blog is malfunctioning so badly. that is really the last straw and i just don't want to tinker about again to fix it.
therefore, i took the easy way out. . .
and deleted the whole thing. tried to install another one actually, but then, it refused to cooperate. and since i am running on a timeline, i decided that i had enough of messing with the codes. going to just go back to simple and fuss free..

let's see if i can find a good online player. might brighten up this dead corner a bit. until then, we'll see..