catcher

i have no idea why, but i haven't been sleeping very well. i tried to sleep at 2am this morning, cos i thought that i might need to rest a while. i had a couple of extra hours around 9pm last night anyway.. so no big deal.
but at 6am, i woke up.. don't ask me why or what woke me up. because i don't know either. i just know that i did. this time, i just felt really warm, and a little scared. funny thing is, it rained torrents during the night..
maybe my nightmare woke me, but somehow i don't remember it much. only a fraction of the terror.. i should be grateful cos i am still pretty tired and it took me a long time to actually fall asleep at 2am. sleep just would not give me her embrace even though i tried.. which is why, after tossing and trying for another hour this morning, i am up.
its been like this the past few days as well. worst is, i could not identify WHAT woke me.. this really sux.. maybe i should get a dream catcher..
i have NEVER had trouble sleeping before this!!! ='((((

we had our meeting yesterday, and i just realised that i knew one of the creative member from last year!! god, i don't remember him at all.. serious. but he remembered me! Douglas was like, 'i thought you looked familiar.. was it you who went for the HELP debate last year?' then i was like, OMG, that was you guys right? the group from ACS, Sitiawan.. i really totally forgot him, and how he looks like ok?? talk about a small world!
we got a little loud here and was staring at each other. Simone next to him was like, 'write it down, write it down!!' its hilarious really..
i like our creative team^^.. they are like really cool~~

ah well, it has been an interesting day i think.. what with my MSN DC-ing frequently at night when i was trying to use it.. also just realised that i am practically free to go home so long i send in the goods by Wednesday morning the latest.. could you believe it.. *sigh* never mind that now.. might as well, go and finish that 3 pieces and then the report.. or should it be the other way round?

p.s. one of our friend's parent passed on yesterday.. i leave my condolences here for her and her family. stay strong and take care.