*falling*

she decided to jump..

with a deep breath, she stepped into the air. . .
and let go. . .

the cliff rushed past the corner of her vision. . .
she welcomed the chasm's risk filled air into her lungs. .
surrendered to the unknown that gripped her, embraced the risk of no one to break her fall..

then. . .

as the chasm started to swallow her, she saw the rain..
she raised her hand, defying gravity that pulled her into the darkness...
crimson blood, shades of green, the bluest blue and midnight black. .
it was the rain. . .

every single drop hammered into her cool skin and face..

'failure, Failure, FAilure, FAIlure...'

she turned upwards, the sparkle in her eye dims..
and caught a glimpse of the sleet iron colour slashed across her view..
ominous, cold and painful, the shade matched her feelings to the last spectrum..

the realisation hit her hard. . .

no one is going to catch her. . . .

joining the endless chasm of blue, surrendering her dreams that will never be. . .
she had expected it??

a pearl formed in the corner of her eye simultaneously when the black rock tore through her heart...
she smiled her last smile to the blue world, the world that turned black the next moment. . .

its ok, she just lost her heart. . .

risk.. regrets... thank you. . .

bye bye, おもいで. . .