Inky Black..

inky black means falling..

deep down..

its no one's fault but mine..

a million stars burn my sight..

everything overwhelms... my senses blurrs with the incoming rush... pain.. confusion..

all my own fault.. my lack of insight.. blinding light..

falling again..

will someone catch me?

loneliness in the crowd...

in echoes of silence..

i hear something crack.. but i see nothing broken around me...

i shut off my sight... and then i see it... someone's heart just broke..

i'm so sorry.. i know this will not mean a thing to you who hurt, but i really am.. sorry..

all my fault..