for Xilly Xi..

everyone back in the 91G are all talking about going to study already.. i know for a fact that Yue has already visited her rooms for college.. so, its time to say goodbye again..

not that i'd care much, i said my goodbyes like 3 months earlier than the rest.. i never felt the bitterness that i'd once expected.. what's the point?? all i could do was to miss them in the 3 months i am here..

now, everyone is going away, scattered like leaves, taken by the winds of each's fate.. who knows? one day, that breeze would settle back where it all started? perhaps we might meet each other again? lol~ i do know that we are all not that far away.. one phone call away.. or, just a tap of a keyboard away.. see?? i always remember this one song that everyone uses when grad day comes.. how conventional and boring.. sorry to be skeptical, but not all friends are forever.. that was something i learnt to accept..

letting go is just the way of love.. like they say, if you truly love, then let it go. if it loves you, it will come back.. haha, how idealistic.. would it not be harder for our parents to let us go? i now wonder.. i miss them too.. i miss doing the dishes at home.. arguing with my brother.. (well, its either that or plotting something else^^ hehe) watching my sister practise her piano (and shake my head at all the mistakes that she'd make), tolerate (or tell off) my darling brother for his various faults.. irritating my mum (owh, that's something i really enjoy!! *wicked grin*) or telling her that she is overworking herself for the benefits of her (in my opinion) lazy yet bossy principal.. (owh, i just L0ve that!!) anyway, i digress..

Xi was feeling the blues cos she will be left.. this is hard for her, i think.. seeing all of us go off and herself staying.. but, dear, i want you to know this (and i don't know how many more times i ust repeat this) WE WILL NOT (i repeat, NOT) FORGET YOU!!!!! *sigh* i'd say that she has seriously lost her logic.. i, for one, would be more afraid of that happening when she leaves for her music course.. 4GS, dear, pick yourself up and have more faith in us will ya? or are we that unfaithful?? *demanding* you KNOW that you can just call or drop a line of sms.. and i'd been away for 3 months, you didn't havbe a problem with that and you choose to do this now??? *confused* aih, nevermind.. the point is, this is the song that i will now put here for you.. hope you will feel better after this.. please visit when you can..

p.s. i'm glad that you told me though, cos this will make it a lot easier than not knowing.. i prefer to know, so i can think of something that i can do for you.. so, i better say thanks to this super silly girl right?? *wink*

bye for now.. *hugs and kisses*

Zi who misses you all A LOT!!!