*sob sob* *crying*

i got home and changed..

then, i saw the empty red box in my drawer when i kept my bracelet..

i flipped it and checked again.. it really was empty..

i started to panic and tried to retrace my memory.. when did i take it out?? this morning.. i think i put it on!! wait, hang on, i am REALLY sure i put it on.. i remember touching it during LAN in LT2.. shit, where is it now??

i tried to think again, when did i miss it.. obviously only when i got home.. then i thought again, when was the last time i saw it.. i retraced my memories again..

i don't remember feeling it when i was walking to the post office today!! opps, that's really bad..
I DON'T remember when i last felt it!!! OMGOMGOMG.. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?? *crying*

i'm so sorry, Xixi, you are not going to like this.. see, i just lost my 17th birthday present that you gave me.. and i don't even know when i lost it!! this is a real mess.. i'm so so sorry.. i loved that necklace esp with the treble clef there.. and wear it every now and then.. i didn't think that it would drop off.. and the clasp was okay.. it never fell off!! but why now??

maybe cos i was in a hurry today and must have caught the clasp on loosely.. *cry* now what am i going to do??? its no big deal i know.. but its a present from my favourite friend!! if it was just something that i got myself, then who the hell cares.. the problem is that is is a gift.. darn.. I HATE THIS feeling of missing something.. feels funny..