sugar and spice and everything nice..

girls are supposed to be sweet..

i hate the saccharine overdose..

i am not sweet..

we are supposed to be nice with a bit of spice..

i am not nice..

my spices are chilli, curry powder and black pepper..

i keep forgetting these 'rules'.. as usual, i blurted out something totally out just like less than half an hour ago.. the whole room was quiet for 3 seconds.. either they were shocked or they were too engrossed in the game in front.. (i hope the game *sweating) people sometimes tell me that surprise them with my words.. (so true, my words always come out stronger and more biting than i mean them to.. guess my bark's worse than my bite.. *sigh.. headache coming..) so.. time for more self-control i guess.. i haven't neede this for a long time, and its real easy to get all relaxed and to be able to say whatever you want without worrying about the reactions that might come.. *blur blur i spar better with my words and sacarsm.. not so much physically..

Cat2 is so damn right.. blogging is not really suited to people like us.. cos we might dish out blistering comments and hurt others in the process.. and still oblivious to the effect until it hits home real hard.. lol..

gtg.. later Chem Lab.. wonder if i will survive it this week.. i always feel super bad after the session.. and we all know why don't we??? *air turns blue