Tuesday, December 30, 2008

yamero desuka??

i read in the Star the other day that blogging has become mainstream media.. so, frankly, we, the personal bloggers, are all advised to stop and to quit blogging.. if you haven't started don't.. why? cause no one reads them anymore.. those mainstream media companies have taken over the realm..
soe desuka?? can't help feeling sad.. blogging gave me the space to be myself, to express all my thoughts.. i think we all blog hoping that someone will be reading.. (who doesn't??) but wha would the person be does not matter to me really.. however, it doesn't seems to be such a big deal either whether our expressions become popular.. i think we blog because we want to.. that's all..
i remember reading this blog the just like the day before yesterday.. it discusses all these anime.. i am most impressed.. that person took the time to actually go and make screencaps of the particular episode.. not all, of course, but a few.. and then, the content.. it was throughly discussed and dissected.. i was thinking such a labour of love.. all the work involved, the typing, layout.. it reminded me of when i first started to blog.. i wrote a lot.. i took a long time over each post.. but then, i stopped after that.. all to accomodate my readers(if there are even any..)who did not seem to appreciate the lengthy posts.. demo, after reading that blog, i think i can understand a little now.. i should be blogging for myself.. not simply to accomodate others.. not just to please the people.. does anyone want to tell me if they like reading such long enteries? maybe that's what i should learn now.. to decide for myself what i really want.. atashi motto ganbaru ne..motto motto ii.. dakara, minna-san, mite ne..
so, will i continue to blog?? saa, tabun ne.. i stil love my blog very much.. and i only just started.. no one will be reading this huh?? i'll take that.. the pain, the rejection.. i'll take it all.. cause these are what makes my blog a real true personal blog.. i may not be able to churn out as many posts a day.. neither can my language and content match those of the popular blogs.. but this is me.. kore wa atashi.. that's all i have to offer..

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